Funny how I choose self-degradation
Funny how I choose self-degradation as the thing to let go of this season. I was sitting there feeling mad at myself for being so weak and then I realize I am doing exactly what I don't want to do. Funny how it is just a constand vicious circle.
To make matters worse I started my period so I guess I am PMSing. That might help explain how upset I was today over the state of life. Today Elijah cried for the first time when I dropped him off at daycare. It devastated my day.
I really hate that you won't be available to email tomorrow. It is like a cruel joke sometimes.