Little Ones
I am so excited that tomorrow is finally Friday. I cannot wait to hear about the little banana news.
I do not feel that I have much to say today. Actually I feel like I had a lot that I wanted to say and I have forgotten what it all could be.
I dreamt a lot of anxiety images. They weren't really bad dreams but just unpleasant possible scenarios. I dreamt that my house was overridden by cockroaches. I know that may be par for the course in certain areas of the world but in my home town of Salem, Oregon it isn't so much. I found one in my house a month or so ago. It was after a visit from my sister and I think it was hitchhiking. She lives out on the edge of a farm and has a lot of creatures and a lot of visitors too.
In the dream my house was disgustingly cluttered and the bugs were rearranging the kitchen.
I then dreamt that my sister Sarah and I were having a nightmare of a time making it from PDX to EWR. First we had to drive ourselves and pay to leave the car. Upon arriving at the counter we realized we were horribly late and I had left a car seat for my son in the car. We had an especially nice gentleman who made sure we weren't forgotten. I don't remember the details but we had another clash in the parking lot. It seems to me there was a bus load of tourists but I am not sure the reason or what caused the delay. We rushed through the airport and were able to get a board. It was during take off that I suddenly realized I had no place for my son to sit. I think there was more but that is all I can remember. I just can remember the feeling of constantly waking up and feeling so tense and disappointed. After a few moments I would calm down and find some detail to help me realize it was all a dream and then it would happen again. I also awoke to realize I had to use the restroom and I tried to go back to sleep but the dreams were filled with images of water and warmth. It is very interesting how your mind and body communicate. And how you can be partially aware of something that is happening subconsciously. I rather enjoy the sensation actually.