Stress
I know that I do not deal very well with stress. I never have. And as of the last nine months I have done what I can for stress with smoking.
I was really successful this weekend at walking when I felt the urge to smoke. I suppose that is a start.
I am struggling because I feel like I am being taken advantage of by a boy. I am mad at myself for being so upset about some one being insenstive.
Why is it so hard to not feel like someone not loving you is something you did? I feel whiny today so I apologize.
I worked overtime this weekend and now I am regretting it as I have had such a stressful 3 days. I have nothing profound to share and the day to day details don't seem worth updating.
I did buy a new pair of tennis shoes this weekend. Yeah!