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Ah.... Finally. An update on the Banana clan. It feels like a breath of fresh air. It was also an extremely productive day for the girl and I am amazed and overwhelmed at what she must be going through with the school search and the worry of best care and nuturing for our little Xander man. I can hardly believe that Elle and Ry will be here so soon and yet I know they will probably be here for a few days before they have a chance for visiting. I have a new manager at work and I must say I find him quite attractive. My sexual drive is peaked this week. Probably mostly because of the stress. It is funny after all these years how much my heart leaps when I see Scott. Lately it has been especially acute when he is sleeping, unless of course his mouth is open and he is snoring :) I suppose my sudden infatuation with various employees is also a defense mechanism to hide the hurt I feel from realizing deeply and truely that I love Scott and am not over him in any way, faults even. I miss my dad too.

Posted by Hennifer on August 21, 2003 04:15 PM |

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Funny how I feel like so much time has passed. Why would I think that 4 1/2 months would erase 6 years of my emotional life.

Posted by: Hennifer | August 21, 2003 04:18 PM

My estimate is that it takes three years minimum to get over a longterm relationship, even if you've moved on to the next one.

Posted by: the girl | August 22, 2003 06:37 AM

I forgot to ask earlier if I was really productive or just prolific yesterday.

Posted by: the girl | August 22, 2003 07:48 AM

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