life of uncertainty

*ridiculously full from my brunch meal*horrible cramps*a busy weekend ahead*waiting to hear on a possible job is killing me*huge hoorays for little K making it through her heart surgery*July is a busy birthday month for me*dying to go swimming without my kidlets in tow*can't believe how stressed I am about my daughter's birthday, I just dislike social situations with the ex*I had a drink at my son's party if you aren't believing the truthfulness in my last statement*one of my bestest friends is in town with his lovely wife and daughter in tow*it is so bittersweet*I had forgotten how much my life was lacking without S hugs in them*why can't my life be this carefree hanging out all the time*will my tax refund ever appear*how is it only 1:44?*I could literally fall asleep*happy to score sunscreen at the buck store*after several massages at chiropractor due to car accident I'm really feeling like visiting a spa-like environment and having a really, really luxury massage*my baby is turning 2*very thankful that this week went so quickly after a 3 day week last week*wish I could say the day was going quickly however*need to balance my checkbook*need to visit a park*love the rainbow on a friend's site*too lazy to link*need to think of some ideas for my own party*listening to Nata.sha Beding.field*desperately need a haircut*as does the boy*will I make it awake by 7 to garage sale tomorrow*watched the last bit of LastComicStanding last night and laughed this morning thinking about the comedian that won*i may be running out of mundane things to tell you*why is it that I never have money to buy 2 pairs of shoes when I find something I really love*any other cancers out there*realized earlier and just realized again that I missed some dear friends birthdays*damn it*I miss you Rudy, been thinking a lot about you*can't recall some of the things I wanted to imdb*since my birthday is next week I guess it makes it 52 weeks until Italy*i guess i'll leave you now*